Hi I am Jennifer Ladd – Pisces Sun, Gemini Moon, Leo Rising
My name is Jennifer and I am a highly sensitive and a Creative Empath, God that feels good to say! And feels like a coming out!
As a child being so imaginative and sensitive and an idealist to boot had its ups and downs and took me on a journey of both wonder and overwhelm which often led to discontent. I craved an outlet for my emotions and to be truly seen and heard. I felt many people around me didn’t speak the same language or appreciate the value in being a highly sensitive creative empath. I have found acceptance with this and despite these feelings I now realise love was shown and received in the only way we all knew how. I found journaling at a young age (although I didn’t call it that). Expressive arts fed my soul and healed my heart. I have always loved to paint.
I started painting in this way when I finally found a transformational therapist. Someone whom I felt I could work with who seemed to hold the cosmos in her eyes. As I looked deeply into her eyes and heard her soothing words that seemed to be coming directly from the universe. I felt a language that finally felt I can understand as a language that made sense to me. It was the language of Love.
I got Reiki 1 attunement and from there I started painting my Chakras, the planets and the elements. I told my story whilst holding healing intentions. I then visualised a healed future and brought all of it together in the layering process, with a timeless intent. I truly believe this was a mediumship or psychic messages from the universe through my art to bring in new hope and compassion. I found myself putting myself in a mindset of energetically asking the universe for colours for both myself and the rest of the collective. Music is my vehicle to the mindset or meditative state described. I guess looking back it was like doing a meta meditation through painting. During this time I was also looking into various forms of spiritual healing practices to raise my frequency. I explored Buddhism first back when mindfulness was not a buzz word and found some peace through these practices. I enjoy using my explorations of various philosophies and phenomena to further inform my process.
Through my work I share with you a transformational process. The process has various stages and layers to it that are influenced and often timed to astrological transits/events. I love to paint eclipse energy, new moons, full moons, and the portals in-between. I am an Astrology graduate, Sociology Graduate and self taught Artist. Since studying Astrology I have become aware that I am highly sensitive to the planetary transits. I use my feelings that I experience as a tool to express the energies that are happening in the cosmos and put them on the canvas. I use the canvas as a positive affirmation for my thoughts and feelings. I then create layers of transformation and visual affirmation of healing intentions both for myself and the collective.
I wholeheartedly believe the answer to the worlds pain is love and compassion. I belief my mission here is to shine a light on this through my self expression using all the big three in my chart. Pisces Sun, Gemini moon and Leo rising . Others factors point to this in my birth chart. we all have a unique mission to raise up the vibrations. what form does yours come in? Check out my next blog and upcoming podcasts on here and other social media to learn more.
I hope that gives you an idea of how my work came about and what Ive been upto. Thanks for reading! until next time…..
Love Jennifer xxxx